I know the feeling. Do you feel like you're there just to keep him company so he's not alone, but also not completely attached? Sometimes that is how I feel. Then he will say something like, "Of course I want to see you," and I'm like what does he mean "of course"? If he doesn't tell me how he feels about me how I am supposed to know? If I was psychic like that I would have won the lottery by now.