I'm feeling bit low at the moment. I just want to say I'm sorry for the way I am. As I look at conversations. People seem loud and talkative. I'm not one of them. I'm something else. I'm quiet and I don't talk much. I'm boring too. I don't do much in my life. Other people are great I guess. Me? Nah, I'm just a bore. Ha. I might as well not talk. I have nothing to say. I hardly have friends because I push them away. I hate going out. It scares me! When someone invites me. I get scared! It's a weird feeling. It was my mother's choice to give birth to me. So speak to her if you have any problems with me? I'm not a favourite person. I'm just a outsider. My only true best friend and lover is my boyfriend.