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So many things... So many... pain, fear, nerves, thoughts... I just want to scream. I feel it bottling up, I feel it about to tip over and spill out, I only hope I can manage the mess once it all spills out. I don't know what to do... How to get these overwhelming feelings to settle. I'm going to explode. I feel like a bomb that is ticking... The minutes have counted down and the timer is on 10 seconds... How long can I hold it in before it's all forced out? Why can't we just hold our feelings in and they go away?!?!?!
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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