I'm a straight female, and I just want to say (for me) that the female body is so much more attractive to look at than a man's. I think when we're young, we like to put labels on ourselves because it makes fitting in easier. I think a lot of teenagers and young adults, boys and girls, go through a phase where they have to say whether or not their straight, gay, bi, what have you, when in reality, it's A) not necessary, and B) not usually 100% accurate.

I'm also kind of the same way as you in regards to guys. When I was in high school, and even today, I had a lot of trouble telling whether or not a guy was hot. My friends would all be drooling and I'd be like "eh." In fact, I never thought my fiance was the best looking thing to walk the planet until after we had been dating for probably about two years (meaning, the more I got to know him and love him, the more attractive he became, not that he was ever unattractive... if that made sense?). Though, I think I also started being able to pick out guys I found attractive around that time too, lol (James McAvoy? Yes please! But only in period dress, a la Becoming Jane. You should also check out Pride and Prejudice if you like Bridget Jones... The similarities are uncanny ). And another side note about my fiance? The first memory I have of seeing him was "I could have a crush on him."

I agree with the above poster -- just be yourself. Don't worry about labels, or fitting in, or any of it. Just take it day by day and be you. Good luck