Home Body Thank you! I really appreciate knowing that there is people here to listen. My husband was aware of how I was feeling during that time. Unfortunately I had to stay until everything was cleared up. Long story. But it had me spiraling downwards and I walked over to were my husband was and explained to him what was going on. Lately I have been having alot of Homicidal thoughts. I keep telling my therapist and pdoc of it. So hopefully once we adjust meds more, or dosages it wont be as bad. I hope.