((((Open eyes)))))) i have no advice, but after reading your posts and responses over the months, i want you to know how delightful you are. This isnt the spiritual post so i cant say what i'm really doing, so i'll say my substistute words. I'm sending you " positive
vibes" and keeping you in my thoughts. I think i understand a little bit. My abusers will never ever be brought to justice, at least not in this world. You deserve justice. Your neighbor made your home and work an unsafe place and damaged your psyche, finances and health. Also, he is responsible for the death of your horse and sickness of othets' that were irreplacable and
like members of your family i think.