I don't want to be bipolar either!

I keep hoping the next professional opinion will turn up something else, but they just keep lining up, one after the other: bipolar II, bipolar II, bipolar II w/ ADHD... We'll see what they say this week when I start with a new T.

At the same time, I kinda feel like I have a competitive advantage, inasmuch as the (wrong) meds cocktail has made me hypo a lot over the last few years. Despite the drawbacks, the indirect advantage is that I've had a lot of opportunities that probably wouldn't have come up if I weren't so hyper-productive...