"Mama"... those words are healing balm to my soul right now, Jenny Girl.

Yes, I know I can do it. I've done it before. There was even a time when I was totally content being alone. With some work, I can get there again... I hope! I'm not nearly as mobile as I was then. No car, can't walk. LOL I will NOT become my mother! She let life beat her to a pulp. I won't!

Maybe this is getting harder right now because the final curtain on this melodrama will close for the last time tomorrow.