I have the hardest time completing a project or task, be it at work or home. I can't even get myself to call in a refill on a prescription and them go pick it up. You would think this would be something I could manage to do, since taking my medication should help with all of this. Sometimes I worry that I will lose my dream job, which I just got, because I cannot stay on top of things. I am not a lazy person by any means, but when I need to get things done my head starts spinning and I start to feel overwhelmed. I constantly beat myself up for this and the self loathing I have right now is starting to make me depressed.