gulas  so sorry you're grieving about your brother. i know you miss him in your life. i totally understand...bgf did the same and it still sometimes haunts me. also thanks for sharing this with those of us who know where u're coming from. when we do share i think it takes the power away from what we're up against on any given day. how bout an AA meeting today to share your thoughts and get some support?just stay in the moment or hour, etc. this too shall pass.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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