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Originally Posted by spaceid
I know the feeling. Do you feel like you're there just to keep him company so he's not alone, but also not completely attached? Sometimes that is how I feel. Then he will say something like, "Of course I want to see you," and I'm like what does he mean "of course"? If he doesn't tell me how he feels about me how I am supposed to know? If I was psychic like that I would have won the lottery by now.
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The man in my situation lives in another state so, we don't spend hardly any time together. We spent time together during his 2 visits home; August & Sept. When he was planning his visits and when he was here, he was all about seeing me. He was totally into me and made me feel as if he meant every word of what he was saying and enjoying himself just as much as I was.
I think what happened for him was, I was the girl he knew years ago who he never had because I was in a few relationships with other men. The 2 men I was with were also his friends. One of those men I was with for almost 2 years and the other man I had a child with and we were together for 5 years.
I think maybe he looked at our current situation as some sort of accomplishment. I was the girl he never had years ago and finally got to experience. We reconnected on Facebook earlier this year and that's when we started talking again after not communicating for so many years.
I don't know what to think right now. I deactivated my Facebook yesterday so I wouldn't be tempted to look at his profile to see what he's up to, etcetera. I also deleted his number from my cell phone. I'm trying the *out of sight, out of mind* thing for a while. We'll see what happens and how I feel after a few weeks.
