This is my advice:
First, love yourself! tell yourself you are worthy and deserve respect / love just as much as anybody else.
Secondly, I would say give up on your parents, my parents are similar and from my experience trying to change them only hurts you more. No one who I've talked to has ever come to terms with their abusive / negligent parents until decades later when old age softens the parents and lends compassion/understanding to the adult-child
Do what you can to stay away from their bad influence and their abuse, and dont try to fight with them / talk to them right now because it only wastes time and scars your heart. stay silent and strong and start becoming independent from your parents. when you can support yourself you don't have to put up with their **** anymore
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