I just cut like maybe..10 min ago. I have been cutting pretty bad lately but over the SAME thing! I just want it to go away. I ..I know I have no friends It's a fricking FACT my best friend she doesn't live in the same town and she's always doing something with her friends...I'm in the ******* house watching my brother and on my computer for hours. I even would miss meals on purpose hoping the skinnier I get the more attractive I look people will maybe talk to me.
I sit with a group of people who are like still in 5th grade and I annoys me that they aren't on the same level as me but that's all I can get -.-''. I'm so scared of talking,standing up in class to read something. I'm a freaking wreck. My grades are crap! I'm NERVOUS CONSTANTLY!!!!!! I should feel this way!!! I just want to die. I want it to go away.