On Tuesday I went to the cemetary to go and see my friend Garteh, but I coundn't find his grave site, so I phoned his ex- girlfriend Brenda and she siad that the tomb stone wasn't down yet the site aint even marked, I mean how the hell are we supposed to pay our respects when we can't even find him, gong there also brought up a whole lot of feelings that I have been trying to hide and bury for a while now but being there just brought them all back, i really do him.