Sanada, you ARE a good person! You WILL have friends and people who love you! You WON'T be alone forever! Your friends at PC are with you 24 hours a day! Wherever you are and however you feel! Hang on! Just hang on! Winter is coming, yes, but you will always have a warm place to be. And food to eat. And people thinking and caring about you! All of us here! Take very good care of yourself, please!