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I know forgiveness is very hard, just recently I forgave my mother, I know that she is not speaking to me and his disowned me (this makes the third time) but in my heart I just forgave her, I wrote her a letter and mailed it. It was kind of like a final letter to her, but it said basically that i forgive her. However, I don't forgive my father for not allowing me to move home when I was homeless 2.5 years ago, I feel in my heart in time I will learn to forgive him. I hope that all works out for you my friend. Please keep us all updated.