I take a keen interest in poetry and it all becomes so vivid to me, and sometimes beautiful illustrations to the verses come into my mind very fast, and at times it borders on a hallucination, as if people from the illustration are coming into the room from a book page or a computer screen. Yes, it starts so beautifully, and ends in abominable angry mania. I always wonder how something that starts so innocently can end so recklessly.

And then after the mania I have this very clear mind feeling when I realize that what has just happened was mania.