I felt very lonely a few days ago before my hubby came home from out of town it sucked! ..I feel for you (((hugs))).

Do you think you're mood is "not good", because of your appt.'s on Mon and Wed? (from the other thread).

I don't self injure, however don't people do that for punishment, to evade numbness or to feel "real"?... Are you having any of those issues?

If you are not well enough to do the costumes, maybe you should bow out of doing them this year. Anyone who knew you weren't feeling well would understand.

I do believe we have to know when we can push ourselves a bit, but also we have to know when we've bit off more then we can chew... Perhaps, reflect on your situation and up coming appt's to see if they are causing your mood to shift...

Hope you feel better tomorrow!