I'm laying here watching tv. I'm thinking I can't do anything without someone knowing. I was going to take a med but they know how often I take them by how often I refill them. They know what I spend my money on. They know where I go. They know what's in my blood. They know there's something wrong with my brain. They know everything. They know what I do online. I cannot be free. I am not free. I can't get a job or talk to anybody without them knowing.