I too suffer from depression and I have learned that trying to push it away/not admit it out loud doesnt make the depression any less there than it is. And I can choose to say something and get the help I need before it gets bad or suffer even more waiting for whatever help I do get once it gets bad enough to work and lift the depression. For me my depressive episodes get too bad to wait in hopes that its not real or will go away on its own. Now I dont dimish the fact that it hard to say it(the full truth about what your experiencing) but in all reality saying something wil...in the long run only benefit you, and not saying something will and not getting help will only keep you in your suffering. I hope you find the COURAGE to speak the truth about your depression to your T.

I have a tendency to write very bluntly and I apologize if this is one of those. But I also only said exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you.