Moose, I know it's a scary feeling ((((( Moose )))) do you have someone that can sit with you now, your bf maybe? I think you need to call your pdoc and let her know how you are feeling. Or even go to the er if you can. Can you try to distract your mind for a few minutes and try to focus on something else for a bit. When this happens to me I try to remind myself that it isn't possible. Sometimes that does help.