Wow, Mixed Up Emotions,

You really did a great job looking at all that your T said to you and bringing in other experiences and making it all very real. Kudos to you!!
I guess now the question remains, how can you better deal with your feelings of resentment of sharing your T when they do surface? Your T sounds super wonderful and very intuitive and insightful, and you are really blessed to have him. I felt that way a few times, but realized that I was so very lucky to have him, that I wanted to share him with other people that hurt as much as I did. That made it feel better for me. Kind of like I made the choice myself. Also just having someone in my life that truly cared and wants me to heal is such a rare gift that I don't won't to mess it up... I think you are going to work this out no problem. Good luck in your group therapy as well.

Great job with your T!! Sounds like you guys are a great team.

Wysteria Blue