It has been a while since I have been on here but I have started having issues again (or maybe they were just hiding).

I have what some people would call an emotionally abusive spouse. Not so much towards me but to my daughter. I have been talking to my ex on and off the entire time I have been with my husband and I do love him but I am married. I don't know whether to leave or stay. My husband would divorce me if he found out I have been talking to my ex still. I can't and don't want to stop talking to my ex and my husband doesn't deserve to be lied to. I have a two year old and a six year old that I am trying to stay there for but still can't help wanting to be with my ex. I shouldn't have gotten married but I did and know I don't know what to do and I know someone is going to get hurt. I feel like I have hit a dead end. I need some direction.

Additional background info can be found on my previous posts.