I can't talk to my parents because... well... they're my parents. I don't want them to think that they can't trust me, or let me leave the house because of my drinking.

I do have a therapist and a psychiatrist AND two counselors at school, but all four of them would tell my parents. That's not going to happen because of what I said before.

I have a lot of supportive friends that are trying to help me stop, and they actually help a lot more than anyone else ever has. You guys help too. Thanks