Hello there I agree with the above posters in that relationships don't always solve everything. BUT, although you aren't in a romantic relationship, you can always find happiness in platonic relationships with friends, family or even strangers. Some of my most fulfilling conversations in life have been with strangers, people that I didn't know or will never see again. When you have a true and genuine conversation with a stranger, you will find that you are indeed not alone in this world. As far as seeking a romantic partner, you are just frustrated it's not going great right now. You are struggling. But keep up the work and someone will come along eventually. There's billions of people out there! Although you haven't been connecting with some of the recent ones, that does not mean you can't connect with anyone. Humans are very complicated so it's often hard to connect with people. Some people have any easy time with it, some don't. Keep your head up and good luck.