as someone who is a caregiver and sadly someone who gets caregiving this hit me hard. I get monthly transfusions, and lots of bloodwork and recurring infections and I am so sick and tired of being sick and tired. Its pretty bad when your 3yr old wants to know why your always sick. There are so many times I question whats the point of fighting a loosing battle and then god sends me my reminder/. I have a little boy with severe PTSD and speech and articulation problems and right now he needs me. Sure I can look at it as my quality of life sucks and it does but at least today at this moment I choose to look at my sons smiling face and fight for one more day.