Everyone in my family is driving me crazy. I don't know how much more I can handle. I have to do a chore to be able to eat, while my other siblings can do whatever. They all sit on their butts while I have to do all the work in the home.

At the moment I'm almost 18 months free.. but I feel like starting up again will make me feel better. The only thing that makes me hesitate is how long I've been cut free.

I just feel like I have no one to talk to... so it makes it hard when I feel this way and there's no one there...