Loneliness is crippling. You know, it's kind of funny....I pushed away all of the friends I had over the last few years since I thought I was doing them a favor (not to have to be around me anymore) and here I am... lonely and lost and as depressed as ever. I am so discouraged at this point that I have lost my way. I feel like I have no sense of direction or purpose. I say "why would anybody want to be around me". I am not able to contribute to a conversation 'cause I know that I am no longer intersting. What to do...............
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I know what it's like to see something funny and not laugh.
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