I dont think that hes tryin to be hurtful or anything. I think that I just get myself so worked up with being close to people because I havent had that chance in the past that special times mean alot to me, maybe more than they should.

I think i get myself so worked up about things that when it doesnt pan out, im extra dissapointed.

I dont think its his fault or that hes tryin to make me sad though or anythin.

Thanks i mostly just had to spit it out somewhere.