No, Nina, it's not anyone here. I should have made that clear. I'm sorry. Things at home are just terrible, and I feel like I have no one to turn to. I get tired of trying to please everyone all the time. Nothing seems to work out, and I just wish it would get better before it gets worse. Doesn't look like that's gonna happen though.

Thank you so much Lexi. That really means a lot to me... especially right now. It's hard to assure myself that it's everyone else's problem and not mine when it seems they are all ganging up on me and telling me I'm the bad guy in the whole situation. I'm gonna try my hardest, though.

Love, Jenn