I have an older brother, but he doesn't live at home anymore, so I'm the oldest sibling in the house.

Part of me now is like **** it. Last night my boyfriend for over a year and I decided we were going to go on a break. And now I think about what were not going to be able to do together. My friends baby shower, halloween, picking new college courses. We were going to do all of that stuff together... So that just makes me want to hurt myself even more..