I don't know what name or label you would put how I'm feeling. The best one I can think of is irrational. I feel depressed but sometimes I can manage to do a few things around the house. I feel really sensative,the littlest thing can set off the bad things in my head and it takes a long time to get rid of them. I feel needy. The days are going so slow. I'm hostile. I'm sad. Sometimes for a few moments I am great and it feels like I can do anything.I want to sleep all the time. It's just not good. Halloween is my favorite holiday but I'm barely into it this year.

My pdoc just changed my meds around a few weeks ago and I see him again on the 3rd but when it comes to telling him how I'm feeling (or anyone in person for that matter) I can never find the words.

I don't know why I posted this, I guess I just wanted someone to know how I'm feeling and see if anyone else did too.