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Oct 25, 2011, 01:23 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2009
Location: Louisianna
Posts: 1,473
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I HATE my job! With every fiber of my being. I have been here since August 2010 and it's been crap since August 2010. Unfortunately it's a lousy work market out there and in a small town, it's not easy to find a job. I guess I could say I am thankful for having a job...
I work front desk at a hotel. Everyone is terrible. Everyone is nasty, they are rude, they are USELESS and they think it's the end of the world every time the smallest thing does not go their way. I always just want to look at them and say "Are you kidding? Do you not realize that there are REAL problems in the world right now and you're acting more childish than my 3 year old?" But I can't or I will lose my job...
They are always so quick to snap at me. Blame everything on me. Yell at me, cut me down... Just because they are having a bad day. And it's my job to apologize. I've been in and out of therapy for 10 years to learn to deal with my past and learn to not blame myself... But at my job, EVERYTHING is my fault, and I have to take the blame no matter what it is. "I'm so sorry that the power went out in town sir, it's out for a mile in both directions but I'm sorry to have inconvenienced you with it. I'm sorry that this was done and I will do things differently next time" Yeah that happened....
Uuuugh I HATE that people are so terrible. It's bad enough with all the abuse from my childhood, my job just confirms that people from EVERYWHERE, are horrible. They are all greedy selfish people who love to bring others down!!! Why?!?!?! What is the purpose in being as nasty as they are???
I'm having anxiety, severe.... I'm having a lot going on in my mind right now hallucinating and such. I don't know how much longer I can stay at this job... The guests are making things so much worse. But if I quit, something I want to do so badly, I will be even worse off being an unemployed single mom... Idk what to do... Ugh I hate this place!
Not to mention the employees here are terrible, the men like to poke me, no one does their work which in turn makes the guests yell at ME (not them of course) the gm just started joking with another guy about him staring at my butt.., One of the guys that pokes me... I have a strong history of sexual abuse... This does not make me feel comfortable... It's just a bad situation no matter what.... IDK IDK IDK IDK uuuuhhhhggggghhhhhhh I hate this job!!!!!!!!
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