Life seems to get harder and harder when you loose a parent (s) I am only in my 30's I never thought life would be so hard with out her. I think of her everyday and the last year. When I lost her it made things harder for me .I am the youngest out of 3 of us including myself but I also have to be the oldest too at the sametime. With out my mother my job with my sibblings just got harder , O how I wish I had her advice on alot of things right now .Every nite sence that day I have played everything over and over in my head even when I a sleep I have dreams about everything that happen . I feel so bad and I miss my mother so very much, I wish I had some sign from her just to know she is ok and checking up on us,but there is no sign of her ,I guess I never know if she is around. It has been very hard to help with my sibbles deal with this espeacaly my sister ,We lost the best part of our life,now there is no one to look out for us anymore, we have no family to help us deal with this. we are very lost with out her and we miss her very deeply.