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Old Oct 25, 2011, 04:14 PM
tcmoon52 tcmoon52 is offline
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Originally Posted by VenusHalley View Post
I am extremelly messy person (my place always looks like a ground zero), but I don't think it comes from my bipolar though.


Ground Zero, that's me. I feel guilty because I can sit here and think how it should look, but I have zero motivation to do it. It all seems overwhelming too me. I am actually comfortable the way it is. The guilt comes from how I know others think it should be. I have no visitors, so no one's disapproval. I moved from a 500 square foot mobile to a 240 square foot mobile. Before moving I threw out or sold two thirds of my belongings and clutter and I still have way too much stuff. I have never had the hang on how to do this, and don't think I will. I am looking for a cleaning person who will help some.