so im on a new medication and am feeling a little less hopeless im trying to find a new job to see if this change will infuence my aspects and i am being more open with the doctors and therapists that i am seeing i am also being referred to a psychologist and if that does not prove effective i will be seeing a psychiatrist hopefully this will help me to better apprehend what is going on inside my head

and maybe will lift up my perspective on the purpose for life (NONE OF THESE POSTS WERE INTENDED AS SUICIDE NOTES AND I APOLOGISE IF THAT HAS BEEN HOW YOU HAVE CONSTREWED)