"...Our relationship was tumultous (sp?) to say the least and now I know why. I finally started dating someone new only to have it end 4 months later because of my "issues". I have gone through several "besties" since high school, being really close to them for a short time and it always fizzling out. I am attempting school finally because I can't live on disablity and not do anything...it is making things worse. But besides going to school I rarely leave my apartment and have been rather depressed lately. I am trying to be optimistic and well things really can only go up from here ... Thanks for reading.[/quote]

Hi, LittleHippie,

Welcome. Being here on the forums has been helpful to me and I hope it will be for you as well. I've been talking too much lately, so I just wanted to pop in and offer some encouragement to you. You'll find many kind and loving people here. Be good to yourself, dear.

Annie Laurie