(((NF))))),

There is obviously something wrong with your sister psychologically. While I know you have your issues, she sounds like she has her issues. This move will be better for you and keep in mind that it is a couple more days before you have your own space and try to take out some time to meditate if you can, that will help the stress. The pressure is what is causing that numbness, I have PTSD too and it can be a beast that way when we feel presured. You can't live your sister's life, you are making the right choice, get through it one day at a time and don't catastrophize or allow guilt to come into your mind.

Keep posting here an letting it out, that is really healthy and as you can see you do have a lot of support.

Open Eyes