Thinking of you.....try to hang in there a little longer. When I was going through a really rough patch....a divorce from an abusive husband, a stay at the psych ward, I went back to my state job which was extremely stressful. I survived 11 more years there by saying when I went to work that I was just going to stay till lunch. After I cried myself thru the lunchhour, I said I was just going to stay till quitting...and I kept that up...I could not even live one day at a time. It was too much then. I had to live in small increments in order to tolerate the whole situation. It worked because I knew I could leave any time I wanted too. By dividing it up I was able to survive!!!
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Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live.
Oscar Wilde
Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich
The road to hell is paved with good intentions.
"And psychology has once again proved itself the doofus of the sciences" Sheldon Cooper
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