I posted the same thing a few months ago. LOL Where were you guys!! I always say I didn't even get the good parts of being bipolar!! Manic cleaning!! I'm a more on the depression side of bipolar....so even my mess depresses me, and I'm overwhelmed, and can't even bring myself to do it. Cleaning lady is a good idea for sure. I have one. I am also a perfectionist too my racing thoughts always tell me I'm a bad mom...what are ya gonna do. It's just what I have to deal with I guess. sucks big time!!