Roommate problems. I've never really lived with a roommate that I really couldn't stand. But now I do. It almost feels like I'm living with my father - it is that kind of tension. And I really can't stand it.
I know my problem is that I don't speak up enough about how I feel...and then I end up holding in all this anger and it gives me headaches and makes me feel like ****. but i don't know what else to do. I don't really feel that safe expressing my feelings to her.
Our lease is for at least six more months, but until then I don't know what to do. I am seeing a therapist tomorrow so I hope to talk to her about it.
Also, its hard because there's no one I feel that comfortable talking to about it because either they are friends with her too...or because I feel bad because she has somewhat of a disability....and I just feel like a bad person if I were to talk bad about her. Is that messed up?
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