Only 4 more days...
and I come home to find my room a cleaned up and pretty. She comes in with 2 glasses of wine and wants to cheer to "sisterly love", personally, I wanted to throw the wine at her.
She had her t appointment today and he musta realized something was horribly wrong and to speak with my sister so that she would bend over backwards the other way. Uh, can I at least have some consistency please?
I plan on seeing her at family outtings but still can't wait to move out.
Life's a little easier tonight, who knows what tomorrow holds.
Doing the meditation on thing and the breathing thing and even monitoring my blood pressure.
P.S. Met a new friend tonight that I had been talking to online. I felt so normal talking to her.
Just keeping you posted.
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NuckingFutz,
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