i honestly have a hard time believing this sometimes

i try to deny it (that i dont believe this will work), but then i am not productive. Maybe that is my problem???????? ultimately i think i still struggle really believing i can stick to my OWN schedule. wake up at 8 am. get crackin etc... some days i do and some days i dont.

i was never good at school and stuff. with self-discipline. i try to work on it myself.

how do i have faith, that repetition of behavior you want to adopt, will change your behavior? i am slooowly making changes but they are so slow

please help tyvm!