Oh my, I am not generous or selfless. I want to have young children in my life. I also want to work with small kids with disabilities because I am very good at that stuff. But I want a few regular baby babies to adopt and fill my heart and home.

I became obsessed with getting the room done today. Really it's crazy because we won't be licensed till May but I was thinking that with the inspector coming tomorrow that I would show that we are ready and maybe if a child came along she would think of us as we are so well prepared.

My daughter tiled the entire room today except for the closet, which I did. We got the mop board urethaned and up. Daughter painted trim yesterday. Lots of moving and shaking and my family is a little upset with me for wanting it all done so quickly. I do get obsessed at times and I used to be more able to do all of these things quickly when I was younger.

Daughter having issues with change as she has full size bed now. It is really knocking her off her game. I need to get her a dust ruffle and maybe a bed in a bag so she feels freshly introduced to the double bed.

She put the clothes and blankets away and kept talking about bottles and formular, nucks, EVERYTHING!

The change is hard for her but she is excited. She picked the tile and she says she really does like the room.

I even have baby monitors. So, everyone send wonderful baby thoughts to me because we are ready for 2-3-4. Who knows.

Thank you all kind souls.