Yeah, I plan to making it clear to them I will hopefully be changing in the future. Thing is, I don't want to be buried where my mom wants me to be. I want more time to think about it. My mom's upset thinking about doing this, facing her immortality.

I don't want to be tied here. I don't want to be buried in a religious place. I don't want to go through all I have to with my OCD. My stomach hurts and is all nervous.