I cut again today, and yesterday, and will probably cut more tonight, i'm spinning out of control, and I can't stop it. my mom was in the hospital today, she was gonna stay, but came home instead, not real sure if that is good or bad yet. but it was really worrying me, cause my dad called me at school and told me that my mom was being admitted, so i left my last class early (by an hour) to get home sooner. Anyway, I have a crap load of homework to do over the weekend. I work tomorrow, and am gonna try really hard to get a good portion of my homework out of the way then, because that way i won't have to worry about it later, we'll see how well that works. anyhow, i've just had a really crappy week, and it's not getting better. i'm ready for it to be over. well, i'm gonna go, and cut most likely...bye bye...

[b] I'm alright...I'm alright...it only hurts when I breathe... [b]