Well I had the rest of my assessment - god he asked me some hard questions, he knew exactly what I was thinking as well.

He wasn't sure if therapy was right for me at this time, because he wasn't sure I was ready for it, but he said he'd call my ex psychologist and it's up to her now, but he said she would probably say Yes

He said he wasn't sure because I seem 100% sure of what I believe - there are no cracks that I might slightly doubt what I say, but he said it was good that I could imagine what it will be like to not think this stuff.

He said it was hard to admit we are wrong and how I'd feel if that happened - I know it would suck - but at least if would be over.

He said it's like I have a screen up and only see things that go with what I think and that because of the way I react , I keep re-enforcing my beliefs (he said it in a better way though)

We talked about mind control - he doesn't think their is the technology to do that - I told him he is just believing the lies.
Then he said I was probably starting to think he was part of it - which I was, but he was ok though.

So I should probably be starting CBT again