App day today, can't figure out what to wear not look big. I haven't been eating last couple days so this is probably good timing i guess. I'm hoping we won't have to talk too much about my dad, even tho he is gone now I still don't like to talk about it. And I always cry at all my psych app's, I don't know why. It just happens. Embarrassing as that is. At least I am prepared to cry. It should be interesting , I am curious to see how the deal with non body image related causes.