Charlie J
Don't be sorry about posting!!! These things are worrisome! I'm glad you are able to talk with your team. That's so important even if you feel like you're speaking a foreign language. (Can sooo relate. Though I've never thought of it with such concise phrasing as yours. (It's like living in another reality, and hard to express.)) Very much agree with roadrunner to press your CPN on the social worker, and I'm glad your mother will be along to help. Wishing the very best for you. Will be thinking of you and sending good thoughts, not only for the appt., but for everything.

(P.S....I've always got to set the alarm on my phone to remember to be anywhere. And still sometimes can't remember why on earth it's going off. Sticky note on the phone helps there. It sits next to my head with my meds. Have you tried something like that? Mentioning this because time and place are something I struggle greatly with, and you might find it helpful. Oh, and setting it as soon as possible (ie. not waiting till night). I set it for later in the day stuff too, not just wake up things, making sure it is loud enough. And setting it for two times. A "get ready to go" (or wake up) and an "actually go". Yeah, really, because otherwise I will forget b/w those 2 short times... You well might not need quite so elaborate a ritual(!))