Well at first I was glad but thinking about it I am terrified, My cousin asked me yesterday would I give evidence, I said yes, It was going round and round in my head all day, I have given evidence before against my brother and was made to feel like the abuser, Anyway last night I was suicidal and took enough pills to knock me out, I wanted to blank this out just for a short while, I slept most of the day.
I feel stuck.
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